kreiizii pics

caracoles

2009-07-08T01:50:00.003+02:00

hace tiempo, que no cuento nada. weno tampoco sé, si a alguien le importa.
pero ahora mismo la cabeza la tengo llena de cositas. cuentos, pensamientos dudas.
pensando en caracoles. sus casitas abandonadas. cangrejos. las playas solitarias, peces grandes.
peces pequeñas. amigos, los que tengo aqui cerca, y allá lejos.
y las personas, que nunca realmente lo fueron.

el bajon weii

2008-11-21T22:46:00.002+01:00

weno.

ara pensé, si existe tal subidon, entonces es logico k exista un tal bajon. y si es asi - pos ahi estamos. x lo menos yo.
en un bajon totality!

y ara mismo no veo ninguna salida de ello.

a lo mejor es una de esas temporadas, cuando cae la ultima gota, y te explotas. pero explotas dentro. jeje. es como eruptar sin sonido (tragandolo). jaja
vaya ejemplo k toy dando.)
pos en general es eso. cuando al final te hartas d todo. jeje. ya pasara!

eso es! aixio es BAJON

r.

2008-11-17T14:34:00.002+01:00

i am freakin´out...
dunno.
try to relax and not to think 2 much. but can´t...

what if?
god dammit!

r.

the russian circles@apolo2

2008-11-02T15:26:00.004+01:00

pensé k iba sola, pero al final se apuntó el xavi.
asi k hemos kdado un poco antes, y dando vueltas x ahi y x alla, al final stabamos en un parquecito, bajo la lluvia tomando unas coronitas. yo partiendo limon cn dientes, para mejorar el sabor jeje.)

empieza a llover muxissimo, asi k tenemos k cambiar del sitio.
dentro d un rato buscando donde ponernos, stamos en un bar d xinos. el bar llenos d flores d plastico, y bastante friikii. juega fc barcelona contra malaga. x aqui veo una mesa reservada para los mossos. bien preparada - cn caramelos y unas rosas d plastico estupendas.

a ls 22 salimos. hago amigas cn la dueña dl Coco.)

y ya empieza el concierto. primeros son lso the russian circles. el sonido - increible. si aunq habia demasiados bajos (para mi gusto), pero en general flipé...

el segundo grupo, como k sentía k va a ser una d esas merdas americanas super falsas. el cantante escupiendo hacía arriva, y haciendo saltitos mil veces ensayados antes. nada interesante. pero algunas partes sonaban bastante bien, así k intente a no verle y el show pero escuchar...
la unica cosa k me sorprendió era la gente, mas snooooooobb....
fe.
creo k the russian circles podia haber sonado muxo mejor en el otro ambiente. pero hay lo k hay!.)

saludos!!!

r.

2008-10-27T00:18:00.001+01:00

THE RUSSIAN CIRCLES

@barcelona!!!!!!

still cannot believe dat!

2008-10-22T03:11:00.003+02:00

holaaaa mis queriiiiiidossss..
weno.. k os cuento?
k el tiempo va volando..
han pasao tantas cosas.
lviaje a mi pueblo. en breve - eran 2 smnas pa´ entender pork sigo en bcn.)
pro si k stuvo beeeeeneeee...

y ara aqui. toy recuperando mis poderes mentales.
mñn yega el pedro. vaya srpresas k ns da la vida, e incluso el cristal d la suerte.

spero k mtraera lo suficiente pa´ poder ir al finos jajajaja

weno, pos eso misamoooooleeeeees

os dejo en paz x un ratillo, eh?.)

sueños dulces cn chorrizo (o butiffara) y palomas comiendolo d vuestras manos!

besote a algunos d vosotros jajaja

muaaaak!

muchachito bombo infierno y delinquntes@cambrils

2008-09-12T22:29:00.002+02:00

so the second try!!!
first one was unsuccesfull. when we´ve spent the whole day hanging around cambrils, and the beach, and playing pull and whatever - enjoying the sun. and at the time when the concert was about to begin - there came a cloud stuffed with rain, and lightnings.)

sop. after few weeks - segundo intento nen!!!!

at 20pm here i am waiting for the guys somewhere in Vall d´Hebron.) they are busy making sandwitchs 4 dinner and are late.) but it´s ok. i don´t mind. find a place to sit and read a book meanwhiles.)

20.30 we´re on our way. once more. there´s smth like 140 km left. .) singing and driving!
passing a huge factory all lightneded up! it´s the third time i pass it - and everytime i get more and mroe surprised/scared - oh mighty!.)no pics. if i were to pass by once more - gonna take some. a promisse!!

+-22pm. cambrils. the parking´s full. all the ppl dining sandwiches. so do we.)
some starts freaking out.) playing football. waiting 4 the rest!

23pm. here we goooooo!!!! the let music playyy!!!
the concert´s kreiizii. seems as if it has no end!
an endless festival of goood music. dancing and sweating as pigsss!!.)

i like it!

8am. at least at home. neeeneeee´s calling me to ask howcome am i at my home and he´s at his. dear - all the way u were sleeping dead!.))

preguntas guarrrrassss, y el juego del desierto!

animo nois!

r.

wild days wild nightssss

2008-09-08T01:34:00.004+02:00

wild!
hip hop. reggae!

long nights, and the presence of smth realy special.
becouse!
becouse there´s smth special happening!

when u wake up and go sleep with a smile on ur face, and those that don´t wanna b with u - k se jodan jajaja!

yo no necesito tener armas si sé usar mi voz, tengo un ejercito en mi alma k se llama amor!

into the river..

2008-09-03T13:23:00.006+02:00

it´s gettin´dark and u r telling me ´bout da plains, that pass by so close.

and i lay down on the sand.
and try to touch ´em with my hand.

the plains get off the ground and go straight to the skies over the sea.
and i know that soon i´ll b in one of those.
and probably look down, and will remember this eve at the beach.

hehe. if there would be any possibility to open a window and throw letters 4 u - earth ppl!.))

one looooooveee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am a volcano

2008-08-13T02:17:00.004+02:00

Así es. Cn el calor k sta aciendo vamos pa´delante!.)

The loosing of the shadow.

Cada día queda menos y menos.
jej queda menos en general...
menos pa´la vuelta a mi pueblo, menos pa´mi gran día.
menos pa´la muerte jeje.

a ver como lo pasaremos .)

mientras tanto el mundo nos sta enseñando su lado + feooo...

miren lo k pasa? a k es increíble? el oso manipulaaaao va destruyendo tot en su camino...

bueno nois.

ya os dejo en paz. speramos un día mejor??.))

naniiiiit!!

ANGRY

2008-08-02T01:13:00.001+02:00

I´M ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY
OOOOOH I AM SO ANGRY!!!

R.

sky in da eye

2008-07-30T17:38:00.004+02:00

one two what ya gonna do?!

magic sun, and trash in the sea.
a plastic bag that chases u in da water.

and u cannot escape.
never ever.

hide and seek. lost and found.
non of these.. eventhough sometimes makes an illusion.

that´s it. i start packing my stuff. a year has past by. time to fly, and feel the sky in da eye!!

so looooooong fellows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

r.

la primavera trompetera.)

2008-07-18T14:02:00.003+02:00

poble espanyol!
ayer cn muchachito y peret!

llegue justo cuando empezaron la luna .)
luna a la de una y cuando quieres sale el sol y no crecen las lechugas, se mueren los limones al sol, si no hay mano ninguna

lo pasé d maravilla. de reputissima madre!
bailando y cantando cn toda la peña:) fumando porritos y superhappy.

lo siento, peret, pero como dijo uno - traes buenos recuerdos d niñez, pero a mi no jaja. no es culpa tuya, son circumstancias jejeje.

aunq una lagrima cayo en la arena. .)

besitos!

nonono

2008-07-16T00:50:00.003+02:00

ouyeAah!

with the full mouth of ice cream a sweeet hello!

hope that it´ll sound like newsletter that someone started writing in the background of 60 60 yellow screen.

sop. some things change - some not..
first of all just 2 never forget - no(s)kool 4 u!
meanwhiles the others are taking pics wearing those square black hats!

but anyways, instead of one thing u get another.
always.
better or worst.. but u get dat.
i got my personal career hahahahaha!
laughter through tears..

and the ppl that are wrong, but if they shout - they always seem to b right! what a hell!

cinema. concerts. new concepts. strange plans. and the future ( if it REALLY exist)

nop - no more love nor kisses. this time as well.

ciao!

2008-06-27T21:55:00.004+02:00

las nite with the football, and trying 2 sleep with a thunderstorm.
so u´ve appeared 4 a while, and maybe i´ve started understanding why is so, that u dissapear so often..

but in fact that doesn´t change a lot.

the day 4 freakin´ out!

no skuuuul, and realy stupid ppl around.

fast food junk - looking desperately 4 hamburgers and french fries. biiiiig portions of french fries.
healthy ppl in a wheelchairs. is dat 4 changing pixies for bonobo.
sorry g(G)od but that was for the weather.

now i´m back again with the debaser. can u please start fixing the situation???

no hugs no love and no kisses 2day.
go hell everybodey!

r.

summer´s comeing!

2008-06-11T18:34:00.003+02:00

sop everybodey´s having their exams... nerves and sleeples nights or whatever:)

euuuuu traaaaaanki - everything´s gonna b how it has to!

sop!

freaky team.. the one that survives all the incidents - terrorism acts, newclear wars, dating george bush, stuffing junk food, and goes 2 the beach without any help of david haselhoff!

WE CAN DO IT MAZERFAKERS!

need 4 adventure

2008-06-09T14:51:00.005+02:00

yeah.
the need of escaping.
are you tired?
well yeah..
a bit.

had to changhe the light for the restroom (as some extremely polite british say). but just forgot ´bout dat.
anyways, gonna do dat 2morrow.
had 2 go 2 da bank. but betta do that 2morrow:)

now just wanna do my duties of the day and come back to the dream factory - made in china.
as it works non stop - l8er it´s quite hard 2 escape:)

riddim haffe rule!

r.

high tension

2008-06-09T00:11:00.003+02:00

sop these days were kind of saturated ones.
when u wake up eraly and start doing smth.

running from one department 2 another, and then back and once more.
u wake up early again and start running.
with a bit of fear that maybe u need some document more. but seems now that i did all that i could do.
now just have to get the last paper, and wait.
and wait and hope.

en total. i´ve appointed to the audiovisual multimedia studies, and realy hope that everything will go ok.

oh and the family´s gooooone. ghee. i do really miss´em..
especialy the lil mateo. well the only thing´s that left is a portable beach that we´ve made after going to sitges.

uuufff. hope to meet´em all again!
and yesterday a kreiizii party. tequila, and screwdrivers, and hash, and dunno. was kind of funny. just today felt ´bit bad, but it´s gettin´betta!

oh.
last thing - the song of these several days - thievery corporation (black uhuru) - boof n´baaf n´biff..
that´s all..
and spyyyyy.. senk ju senk ju for jor leter!!!

a kisssss

head and belly

2008-06-01T23:58:00.002+02:00

both so related.
u get some pills to let them live their own lifes.

yeah. already 2 weeks living a real family life. had forgotten what´s the feeling when mom does shopping of the week, and playing with lil´kids. suppose - gonna miss that..

even though that´s not a biological family, but the common vibe.! the common vibe!

everybodey´s so different, but so alike at the same moment.

i feel even more like going to mexico to meet them all once more. to spend some more kind of family moments..

dunnow how i´ve got involved in all this business, but feel like into it.

hard to explain the idea. well have that understanding, and lack of words, and also lazyness to explain.

a big kiss!

r.

2008-05-28T17:37:00.003+02:00

you come and go.. apear and dissapear.
you put some reggea on and start remembering your first reggea parties.
and they are so different from the ones you go now.

occasionaly u start imagining crossing a bridge over the river in winter. and cars and trams passing by.

then somone vomiting over yout school walls.

the empty night buses.

hitch - hiking arround.

going to a different gig every week.

not thinking too much.

are we getting mature? or just kreiizii?

why d´u apear, if i perfectly know, that soon u´ll dissapear?

la vida es tan petit como un moco verde!

da music ov da eve

2008-05-15T23:49:00.002+02:00

sick boyyyyyysssssss!

the national features.

r we able 2 avoid these asociations?

some nations r kreiizii.. some are nasty, some shy, some.. wtf!
but i do notice´em!
why?
not in every person, but in general weiiii!

ok. so let´s move 2 themes be4 sleep 2nite

1. micro course in russian
2. my fav. letter

a kisssss 2 all ov u!

r.

alien project@dmt-la chiquita-metal zone. whatever

2008-05-13T14:25:00.003+02:00

it was one of those rare rainy fridays. so rainy and windy one, that all the city was filled with broken umbrellas..
felt tired, nad had no energy to do anything. but somehow at nite managed to get up - dress up and go meet a jolita underneath the arc de triomFfff.. she was l8, but meanwhiles, listening to johny cash was enjoying the rainy weather:)

so finaly we meet and start looking for the place. and we find smth.. but seems that we´r lost or smth, becouse there happens nothing, and the name of a club is other. we go for a walk in between nazis and other kk´s.)

we come back. the cub had changhed his name once more. a strange guy outside talking bout psyparties in all over the world. we walk away.
we come back. the party yet begun.

we dance. i fall. i get up!

5 am. we´re lost somewhere in the other side of bcn!
7 am. finaly i´m in bed. and even though have only 4 hours to sleep, i feel very very gut!
11am i woke up. feel very gut!

life factory

2008-05-02T02:27:00.001+02:00

mixed media. if u want a print - contact me.)

we are going mad

2008-04-28T14:03:00.004+02:00

we are going mad.
the gypsy ladies curse.
the disspapearance and absence.
the feeling of lonelyness.
dessesperation.
the shit art getting famous.
admire. adore.
the feeling of beeing a warm.
looking for your sweetest place on earth.
loosing and finding.

why can´t lost and found be a slogan of life!?

do you wanna stop?

aoumna

2008-04-22T19:59:00.003+02:00

concentraaaate yourself! it´s better to be yourself than to be elvis at moon.)
but some from here prefer beeing elvis at moon.
well. cannot open eyes for´em

so take care, and check the interplanetary flight tickets!

r.

secrets

2008-04-18T17:49:00.003+02:00

windy morning.
rainy morning.
and then on my way i´ve suddenly remebered a conversation with my bro. yeah - that one a few years ago in student hostel in olzstyn..
we were listening to bad brains - i and i survive - and were talking ´bout things that bring back memories.
well those ain´t photos. those´re sounds of music, and smells.

so i took out my mp3 and for the very first time in this month felt completely sure what should i listen to.

and that´s how bonobo enters into my mind. it begins with terrapin
and enters together with the feeling of unsocial life in sants.
cannot tell that the memories where about the best times in life, but the way i could relive everything was incredible!
i mean 2gether with the same sounds, and the same ambient i felt exactly the same as then. that wasn´t a simple memore session. that was more. i was able see the people i met there, feel all the emotions that i felt about them. i was realy living all the once more...

and the smells.. heh (now started murmuring ella fitzgerald - the eyes the eyes the smiiiiiile fo you)

i´m impressed! but also u cannot do that everytime u wanna. dunno what are the exact circumstancies.. or maybe i do know but just don´t wanna explain now.
just sometimes i fear to abuse this ability and together with the abusement - loose it..

yeah. these are the grooves. and nothing else matters!

AND U! U YEA YEA U! WHY DID U LOOK @ ME WITH AN EVEL EYE MADE OF GLASS!!!

no pic

2008-04-16T23:01:00.002+02:00

kreiizii pics without a pic heh.
well happens.
memories knocking out, and no time to put a pic.
it´s still on it´s way.
with new influences, and changhes.

that´s how it goes.
aunq siemrpe parezco feliz y tal.. pos ahora pensé q eso es el puto sperficie.
q melancolica q soy.
jaja

the best what u can do after smiling all along, is to put on something ´bit emotional, and start sipping your salty tears. gut gut gut!

inspiration hehe!

oi va voi!

...

2008-04-15T02:00:00.002+02:00

Long road, hours go by. I count the white lines that lead me to you. Night sky, planets collide. Shining stars show me the way. Afraid? I'm not. Just enough magic dust to get me to you. I count the white lines that lead me to you. I substract the white lines that lead me to you. I divide the white lines that lead me to you. But still you're so far away.

evolution

2008-04-12T22:11:00.004+02:00

ok. some little changhes in the freaky phylosophy of yesterday.
life is a line between to points. but u cannot spend it doin´nothing. have to always go forward.

r.

brainwashing/braincleaning

2008-04-11T22:15:00.005+02:00

so that is it.

brainwashing/braincleaning.
it´s the same.
action interaction.

people thinking and believing in happy endings.
there´s no happy end. the only thing possible, is happy endlessness.
but who knows if it actualy exist....

future?
what is future?
the only thing we can be sure about our future, is that one day we´ll die.
so why do we intent doin´smth..
to spend the time that´s given for us in between birth and death better..?
but is that worth so many efforts?
maybe we should enjoy what we have in every minute, doesn´t matter if it´s good or bad, but at least it´s something.

is every moment that we do nothing just a waste of time?
2day i say yes.
well. after a year of staying in one place more or less, i feel like for traveling once more. was lying on a carpet listening to the rain falling down, and even imagining myself doing my bag and going to a totaly new place to try everything from the beginning. knowing people, culture..

dunno if it´s ok to stay in one place for so long. yeah maybe u believe in love, family, destiny, stability and blah blah blahs like this, but i don´t.
at least not now haha.
becouse one day u can swear an eternal love, but depending on the circumstancies, u swear the eternal love to another person year after and etcetera etcetera etcetera heh.
so finaly i think these are only words, and an uncouncious will to have somebodey by yourside.

the theory of other halves of us is just a myth for the lonely people. but believe me - all u, lonely ones - keeping in mind that this is only a myth, and that u are a complete unit makes u feel way better:)

so that´s it 4 2day.
i say stop for brainwashing, and braincleaning. just try not to loose it. that´s it. sounds easy - but is it so?

a kiss!!

r.

the day of changhes

2008-04-08T20:36:00.004+02:00

sop today - many changhes hahaha. well ok ok. not too much. just a neww hairstyle haha. have spent almost all the morning with scissors in front of a mirror, and how would that b strange - i like it now:)
and then things to dooo things to dooo. well did a lot. hehe:)
felt like a busines woman hehe:)
anyways.
was just strange to look at all that huge pile of hair in a rubish bin later. so just threw everything away. nothing happens - the hair will always be growing.
had a planeven to open la rum y sus tijeras, just aside the latin hairdressers:)

ok. take care everybodey!

kisss

2 times

2008-04-03T10:25:00.005+02:00

well. so i woke up 2 times 2nite.
and both of them becouse of strong´n´strange dreams.

First one was about some kind of excursion. now i dont´t even remember with whom i was, but i remember that the place we went was amazing, and also kind of frustrating one.

and the second one..
well first of all we had a party somewhere in my childhoods district. i remember that i went there with bycing. and everybodey got very drunk. and the next morning, i was the only one sober.
there were many many people in the house - old friends, old classmates, university friends..
so. the next day i though i should be going now. i go to look for my bike, and i found it broken. so i get a bit nervous, and try to find out who did that. but no one could explain nothing to me.
and then, i dunno how, but i find another bike that works, and i start riding it to go the bus stop.
it´s raining, and cold, and the bike goes so slowly. and in the middle of the way i find a press qiuosc. so i stop there to get me some cigarettes. and at the very same moment, a guy appears, telling me, that he´s only gonna buysome winstone that´s it. and he pushes me aside. i look at him and find him kind of agressive, and scary, so i just let him pass.. but suddelny appears more of his friends. they surround me, and i don´t know why, but they start beating me. and they beat and beat... and i try to scream but cannot.
and finally they stop beating me, and start asking if i´m ok. start telling that they´re sorry, asking me if they could make me company to wherever i go.. but the change of their moods had made me even more scared, and i couldn´t even tell a word.. and start backing up, and running.

i fell into the mud, stood up and kept running, looking for my friends.
and i find them in the yard. all 2gether sunbathing, fixing the broken bike.
they look at me, telling that the only serious thing i have is a broken nose... heh.

dunno.

then i woke up. woke up with such strange moods.. dunno. this dream seems to be stuck in my head. usualy u forget them at the moment of waking up, but this one i can remember with all the specific details..
hope it means nothing heh....

chinaaa

2008-03-31T01:29:00.002+02:00

one can easily get crazy in china. especialy if one likes reading :)
no more thoughts!
have a great journey jee!

a kiss 2 all of u!

r.

.)

2008-03-27T19:38:00.002+01:00

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back to casual days:)

2008-03-25T12:44:00.005+01:00

sop. the holy week, including all the holy weekdays´s over:)
after surviving the Big Sunday, and the Big Monday, finally woke up in a casual tuesday, when nothing´s happening:)
but if to think better nothing special during the big days as well:)
well the girls were more into it - painting eggs, playing egg-games in a park. well nex time i´ll join ´em. this year just couldn´t.. heh. anyways, but the big sunday was mentioned a bit with blaaaack bread and smoked cheese. mm..
too many people hanging around in these days. i swear hehe.
aaa and also the big saturday (?) with a party hardy in gayxample:)) and way too much hash hahahaa. but - eassssterrrrr. if we cannot bake pies with our familys watching papa ratzinger and his urbi et orbi, so we go party. or no?

hope u all r doing ok. a kissssss.

r.

taaaaaaake me to the moon:)

2008-03-19T18:10:00.003+01:00

take me to the moon, and then back to earth:)

2morrow back to work, and have no will:)
heh. well anyways. this is life.
feel very lazy and sleepy:)

hah. my credit card has broke, so i´m out of money once more, this time untill next weekend. now have it in my bag half-cut with scissors:)

strange but have my head more then epmty, the thoughts just don´t come 2gether.
life´s like lost and found. and nothing else to add.. better be going know.

luv and kisses

fast carrots

2008-03-12T18:15:00.006+01:00

powdered milk,
artificial aromas,
food colorants,
stabilizers,

what else can we make using all the modern technologies?

will one day carrots in pills intrude our supermarkets?

i suppose so.

there´s so little left that still surprizes us.

well... anyways..
the only thing is that we are what we eat. and that´s never to be forgotten..

last night up there in a strange park of music games, and transexual dancers.
and the mystery of the moon that dissapeared from the sky in seconds. or was that only halucination seen by both of us?
the world´s big, strange and not conceivable.. and contains a lot of mystery... what we see and know it´s only a little part of it.
and that´s right: untill u can - always go up. becouse later the only thing u´ll do - will be going down.
sop cheers 2 all of u.

a kiss!

where from?

2008-03-07T22:45:00.001+01:00

where do these pesimistic moods come from? why do they come?

why sometimes the world turns its back on you?

does destiny realy exist?

is everything that you do right?

would anything be different if you had made a different decision?

who are your true friends, and who are only figures hanging around with you at this or that present moment?

when can we stop and tell ourselves - oh, now i´ve reached something, so finaly can rest and enjoy a while?

or will this moment never come?

am i an alien? or just a stupid lady?
u´ll never know... well me neither.. i hope..

was ina such mood all day long. thinking probably too much..
porq la gente desaparece?

and as we all know - thinking is dangerous.
sop finished drawing and probably go to bed. not to sleep heh... to think more. what a sh...

a kiss.

insert

2008-03-05T23:18:00.001+01:00

well well well.
once more.
this time i´ve found a guy which owns so much muuuuuuuusic, that can´t stop puting all dat in my download list:)
i hope he knows how greatful i am:)
and i´m also scared of not hearing my alarm clock. have to wake up 2morow in time. have to have to. for this reason go 2 sleep right now.

hope that dreams will b gut:)
dunno why´ve added the picture of a happy hamburger. becouse... u can insert an answer in the blanc bubble:)

gut nite my dears-deers!

r.

tiny paintings

2008-03-02T04:14:00.000+01:00

after so much time back with architecture in helsinki:)
i got cold, might be that have fever, but was enjoying all night long gut music and juicy drinks:)
last night was a kreiizii night heh.
well thought was gonna meet only livio, but we were more. heh. and some persons one could easily treat as two or even three in one:)
and finaly at 5 am. i´ve finished in front of bikes parkings in front of palau de la musica talking ´bout tortoises tortugas:)

that´s it for 2day. i´m leaving now all of you with gut music, and sweet dreams.

a kissss!

r.

playing with snow

2008-02-29T01:56:00.000+01:00

supongo que toda la tristeza d ayer, era la reacción del cuerpo, y náh mas:)
ahora ya sí q siento mejor.
lo único q se queda es el dolor.

pero mientras tanto emos echo un desmadre cn Paco q no veas jeje.
es q ya no podíamos + cn el congelador q teníamos.
al final emos dcidido d descongelarlo, y limpiar. jej.
así q al final paco se quedó cn un martillo cortando trozos de hielo, y yo calentando cuhcillos:)
heh y todo lo q se caía lo guardabamos en un cubo. al final me enteré, de q si quiero jugar cn nieve - pues ya lo tengo suficiente:)

nightmares

2008-02-27T15:16:00.001+01:00

tonight had a nightmare. as i remember was there with some old friends from lithuania, when we´ve got known about new desease. but no one knew exactly which were the symptoms.. so finaly were just waiting with fear to see what´ll happen. and suddenly i feel, how one of my tooth is falling down, and then the other one, and then three of them. and was spitting them into my hand. the blood was drifting out. later on everything was covered in blood, and i saw my mom telling me, that she cannot afford any help. that this was my problem, and i´m the only person that can solve this, and if i cannot - well that´s my problem. that means that i didn´t put enough efforts to assure my future and good life, and now gonna stay with bloody mouth and without teeth all my life.
quite a stupid thing u would say. but dunno. i woke up, and started thinking about all this. and thought - what a fuck. maybe i´m too young to do everything on my own. maybe not, but anyways that makes u down sometimes heh.. well. sop. such moods are taking me over 2day. and nothing helps, neither good easy reggae music:)

there are people who believe that our councious speeks throughout our dreams. probably that was what has happened to me. heh. maybe the form and the bacjground of telling things were a bit strange, but the idea was clear..
anyways. nothing can be perfect. that only thing, that the feeling of beeing in between of nowhere, or the feeling of loosing your way is a bit hard.

but - todo pasará!

i hope.....

r.

gusaniiito

2008-02-27T03:03:00.001+01:00

sometimes tereshkova becomes a worm, taking pictures..

gut night

off

2008-02-25T00:10:00.000+01:00

it´s raining once more. was going back home with some music, that brings back soooo many memories, about some specific moments heh.
well anyways.
the imagination was working as much as possible..
how can we know anything about the people that surrounds us. yeah usualy u have some kind of idea and kind of sixth feeling, but still...:)

oh. jolita. couldn´t tell u this when u came 2 visit me @ my workplace 2day.. but hope u r listening 2 the sounds of the raindrops falling down, and sleep gut gut gut!!!:)
i think i´m almost sure that all the bad or strange moments pass by hahah. they end and then the new era begins!!! with extras and bonus hahaha:)

a big hug 2 all of you!

aaa... and one more thing.
happy birthday 2 all of my friends haha. becouse i forget them.
it´s just like that.
sop i´m telling one big happy bday for all the ocasions i´ve fortgotten. and for my mom as well. heh.:)

bona nit!

r.

n/t

2008-02-20T16:56:00.000+01:00

who was stanley?
was he gay?
was he abusing?

before sleeping was watching a movie, and l8er on nightmares were visiting me untill the early morning.

p.s. si tus manos están fríos - tu corazon es muy caliente. eso es lo q decía mi abuela.
pero si vives en un piso - congelador? el dicho vale todavía??

ahora mientras stoy escribiendo, msale lhumo dlboca. si stas dsnudo n la antarctida eres la meor persona dlmundo???

bona nit!

ice heavy branches

2008-02-19T23:05:00.001+01:00

the magic of trees

2008-02-19T02:21:00.000+01:00

Today was watching some kids climbing up the tree, and i´ve remembered how i used to do that in my grandma´s garden.

The most dificult is the beginning, and later on you just keep going and going, untill you find the most comfortable branch to sit on.
Usualy it´s the highest one.
And than u sit, and do nothing.
U just keep sitting there and watching around. But this moment has some magic in it.
Would like to do that once more.
There you feel alone and free, and dunno... It´s a nice feeling all in all:)

I hope soon i´ll do that once more and will b able 2 upload a pic from up there;)
But for today i´ll put a photo of a tree that i saw in Germany, in Bremen and it seemed very very nice for me. With a maze of branches, and quite exclusive:)

gutte nacht!

it´s a rainy day

2008-02-18T00:59:00.001+01:00

Today seems to be a strange day.

from the early morning could feel that it might rain.

Was supposed 2 speek with my best friend after work, so took a bike with me to get back home as fast as possible, but probably it was too late for her heh. the difference of time, even if it´s only one or two hours, is a confusing stuff haha!

and now, lying in my bed i´ve heard someone knocking on my window. i´ve opened it - and found only raindrops..

moments like this make me feel, that maybe i am a cat that always goes alone. and probably it´ll always be the same.

so it´s time to get used to that..

a big hug!

bona nit-----

brand new car:)

2008-02-16T03:44:00.000+01:00

today took a looong ride with my brand new car:)
well the first part was quite ok, i´ve almost killed one lady, as i´ve no breaks:)

but to come back home, after some beers was quite dificult. was it?:)

no actualy wasn´t that complicated:) i´ve met some strange ppl doin´ nothing in my district at 3 am.:) some guys cleaning the street and shouting 2 me - ¨animo animo mujer!!!!¨
heh. and probably that´s it. but i DO like my new car!!!

buenas noches!!!!

survival kit

2008-02-15T14:50:00.000+01:00

sop,
last night we went to the mountains.
Once more.
And now, as an expert of a religious/night alpinism in Bosnia, and also beeing a professional climber of the mountains of Catalunya, I can state,

that if you do that at night - all you need to feel safe and secure - is a survival kit:

a head light (britgh idea of a wise man - luis)
blue socks (genius thought of a humble lady)

god has lot´s of golden rings

2008-02-15T00:24:00.000+01:00

godspeed you! black emperor

bless the genius among us.

and let there alwayss be mountains !!!

2008-02-13T23:54:00.001+01:00

9 (barcelona - bremen -riga - vilnius and back.this one in riga)

Hey! Even after steeling my pc, I still find my pictures that might fit the topics. Like this one,
that is so closely related with what I found in my notebook 2day...

¨Once more I find myself in the airport of Bremen. Still have 6 hours left untill the flight. I feel so sleepy and soooo hungry.. didn´t eat anything 2day..well if one don´t count the entire chocolate, which was bringing back to barcelona as a present to my flatmate jeje¨.

why to get married??

2008-02-13T03:08:00.001+01:00

Why 2 get married?

yeah.

U would probably say - it´s looooove.

That´s what basicaly say the ppl.
But 2day I´m more than sure, that this is not true.
Well, if 2 b honest - I´m not so sure if love realy exist. There are soooo many quite similar feelings heh..
But also in these days, the decision often has political reasons. Sometimes it becomes a way 2 make ur dreams come true.. such dreams as for e.g. to have a complete scale of human rights. To have a possibility 2 go out of home without feeling fear.. sometimes it´s money thing...

But today I find myself more than upset, becouse of a feeling, that world politics are taking decision for us....

¨la verdad es que inmigracion siempre va a poner toda clase de obstaculos para hacer mas dificil a las personas conseguir un status legal...¨

Have a strange feeling, that the place were u was born - finaly has a very big importancy and influence. And that is so so so unfair.....
The world belongs to everybody. Not only for those, that becouse of some geopolitics, has some more rights than the others....
We are all humans, we all wanna live good and feel happy. we don´t wanna suffer hunger, the feeling of beeing unsecure and etc. but why those who have better conditions, don´t wanna help the others?
the latin americans, africans, asian ppl... we all are so closely related, but we want to feel so diferent..

flying outaspace

2008-02-11T14:28:00.001+01:00

It´s very important to know that the universe is way bigger than the street/districrt/country/continent or planet u live. today i dunno anything :)

Full Moon

2008-02-10T22:52:00.000+01:00

This is how the things are going on.
while sitting in a beach I´ve met a drunk, desesperado clown from Chile.

And then I flew away to the moon.